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Anonymous: When did u started using?
"The truth is that I’m a bad person. But, that’s gonna change - I’m going to change. This is the last of that sort of thing. Now I’m cleaning up and I’m moving on, going straight and choosing life. I’m looking forward to it already. I’m gonna be just like you. The job, the family, the fucking big television. The washing machine, the car, the compact disc and electric tin opener, good health, low cholesterol, dental insurance, mortgage, starter home, leisure wear, luggage, three piece suite, DIY, game shows, junk food, children, walks in the park, nine to five, good at golf, washing the car, choice of sweaters, family Christmas, indexed pension, tax exemption, clearing gutters, getting by, looking ahead, the day you die."
— Trainspotting (1996)
(Source: nue-juin)
Anonymous: Well can you explain the complications?
I’d like to think I’m a fairly intelligent person. However, knowing that heroin is destroying any chances of me progressing in life, I continue to use. I’ve grown to dislike it, of course while simultaneously loving it. Every bit of it. My life relvoves around it. I get my paycheck every 2 weeks. By Monday, my entire check is gone and along with my veins. For another grueling week and a half I suffer to the most extreme.
But heroin makes losing everything worth it. It’s the devil in a syringe.
"I am afraid of getting older… I am afraid of getting married. Spare me from cooking three meals a day—spare me from the relentless cage of routine and rote. I want to be free… I want, I want to think, to be omniscient…"
— Sylvia Plath written in 1949 at age 17. (via weaverofstars)
(Source: learningfromthehands, via satansbuttcrack)
